tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7479077.post111292648397385496..comments2023-09-24T17:05:28.010+01:00Comments on David's Kingsbury blog: FreudDavidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16062717140344359936noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7479077.post-1113257921106021622005-04-11T23:18:00.000+01:002005-04-11T23:18:00.000+01:00Many points to answer here-I have spent short peri...Many points to answer here-<BR/><BR/>I have spent short periods living with a girlfriend who was totally inadequate, but still 100 times better than being on my own, and as I'd known her many years I could be myself completely and let myself go without any judgement. We can only judge relationships from our own experiences, good or bad, I think everyone's a bit or a lot different.<BR/>I can't recall 100% but I think I found you through your comment on Stef Zucconi's blog rather than my profile interests which is my usual route.<BR/><BR/>Broadband, ah, how that word calls up a futuristic vision of progress and superior technology. Sadly, being in one of the largest and most expensive cities in the world we don't actually have such a thing in North London. I now pay about £7 a month more for dial up than broadband, and will continue to do so.<BR/>Smoking pot, I can say that when my hard-earnt meditation method worked a few times, it was at least as good as a little trip on pot, and far less dangerous on all fronts. I am using meditation as my own route to better places as we're all aiming in the same place whether via drugs or the yogic route.<BR/><BR/>You're right on the shitheads, my circle of friends dwindled down to zero not so long ago, and the girlfriends have been like that as long as I remember. The conflict potential of winding up certain people is like walking up to an unexploded firework and getting the lot in your face. Instead I tended to drop hints, act up and hope they'd choose to leave, which is eventually what she did. You always break a few eggs, but I got less of it on me than if I'd have been more direct.<BR/>And companion is the main thing I'd like, but if she doesn't turn me on she'd only be a friend and still leave the yawning gap where the girlfriend belongs. I like your optimism that I'll get married, in fact, when it comes to aims it's been my primary aim since graduating 20 years ago, and the only aim I've had of any realism that I've never even started the path to. No wonder I've developed the attitude to let it happen after so many years of trying to make it happen with no effect.<BR/>You're not an analyst yourself are you? ;)Davidhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16062717140344359936noreply@blogger.com