Using our intuition. The satguru.

Today's lesson (a good one, pay attention). Robert Monroe describes out of body experiences where he's put in the same situation over and over again till he learns how to deal with it properly. No teaching or even hints, he's on his own and as it's like a dream he can fail over and over again with no loss. I am getting the same things. One problem repeats over and over again, and until I spit on it and turn away as it is not worth caring about I seem to get them constantly until I do it properly. This is teaching from the satguru. An outer guru says 'Here's a difficult situation, these are the best ways to deal with it'. The satguru just creates a situation and has no one to rely on except itself. Unlike an exam it gets endless tries, and if it takes hundreds of lifetimes (if you're a Buddhist anyway), no one will help you, it's your problem and it's assumed you have the resources completely already and just have to use trial and error till one works. Like having a lock and a million keys or numbers. They all look the same so we don't even have a clue which may be wrong or better, we just have to try them all and hope we get lucky.

The one clue is within, intuition. If we just ask ourselves given two choices which feels better, we get an answer. The more we do the clearer it is. So instead of turning every key or number we think of them and soon start to feel which may be better than the other, they still look the same but something above our senses tells us what we need to know. No need to know how or why, it's the highest level of knowing and doesn't need Einstein to tell us the mechanism to use it.

Who really knows?

A bit of a list today, mainly to remind myself. I have now written two articles for the second magazine both awaiting approval, so until I get the verdict will not know the future direction of my writing career. I was up till past 4am last night watching the US election result. As expected the Republicans won the lower house but not the senate, but at least should manage to block any crazy green laws for the next two years. I have as much freedom this week as last, and besides seeing the ex girlfriend both Tuesdays (it all counts) am left to my own devices and so far the two weeks mirror each other pretty much the same. I'm not bored so far though so that is the major difference.

Tomorrow and beyond is a totally open book. Besides some dubious old road signs in Surrey for the weekend nothing else is in the diary, I will probably take the bike for a photo of some houses I thought I'd taken years ago and probably have but can't find them, otherwise will just wait and see. Meanwhile I have found the first known official figures (for California) showing a stable temperature and falling sea levels by the NOAA. Some mistake surely? Or was everyone claiming this to be the case elsewhere now suddenly right somehow? They must be as the NOAA basically make the rules everyone else follows. The next question is will the press take this up or just hang about round here as usual and be forgotten about as a result.

I am also doing what every saint and lunatic has throughout history as something that can't do any harm, having little conversations with God directly as so many books I read recommend me to. Why not? I'm definitely clairvoyant and do receive plenty of random information asleep and awake so if I can start communicating with the sources directly whoever they are I should make a trickle into a strong flow. The old 'shortage mentality' where you think 'surely I don't deserve to succeed on anything so important without almost killing myself' only serves as a blockage to success in any field, in fact it's focused effort rather than force that succeeds and about knowledge rather than sheer strength. And remember there's no such thing as a big miracle, they are all the same so may as well ask for the most as it's no harder for a little one like when I wrote 'two years' the radio presenter also said it, than winning the lottery or shagging Patsy Kensit. Think big, hope big and expect big, and if you get big in return you'll soon get used to it it would come easily. I have seen it work at times but have to keep in the zone and not be put off by other crap which always happens around you, maybe not once you get close to enlightenment. I will have to see on that.

Conversations with God

Test- why provide yellow if you can't read it?
Just checking the colours there, why include them if invisible?

Having read most of the Conversation with God books there are only two conclusions, either the author is a genius or he really is talking to God. And if so then we should all be able to do so, it also says many people who receive inspiration unawarely do, and that I certainly do get. One good test is where you can think of something you wouldn't have been able to normally. We can only work out so much and if someone else does it for us we know it wasn't us. So if the same answers come to us when we ask (the main format of the books) then it's apparently a higher intelligence.

So when I open a blog page (although Mr Walsch didn't even need to ask) and request a little original input from a higher intelligence, what happens? Well firstly it seems to be our own thoughts, so the originality test is my way of noticing it's unlikely to be mine, not that much comes out like that for me except in dreams so far. I do believe I am building up a force of energy with all my apparently pointless activities, especially as some of them are leading to potential work in the media again. The Celestine Prophecy routine seems the best route to this level, seeing everything as not just connected but for our own benefit. Every person we speak to, I am being trained to communicate this way and smoothe my own edges as are the people being sent to test mine. I never talk down to people face to face but is a trap we easily fall into in writing and expect many of the rudest people around here aren't the same in person either.

I do see an expanse of vacuum ahead (until the media possibilities anyway), I cleared the business (literal/figurative) out of the way but besides days of constant rain haven't had many ideas either way. So I open this page to God to speak back and answer some of these questions- am I actually heading for success, are my apparent dead ends getting somewhere, and can I get a little bit more credit if they are?

Answers tell me I am clearly following partly my own heart and partly what has been put in my heart to care about. I am being forced to attain immunity from each area that got me, and although it can be tough seem undamaged so far. My own suspicions about my mission are correct, even when it seems nothing is happening it's only until the next event.

My next is about delay- I'll admit the last couple of days my little project has been very busy, and the potential is great, so may have been more productive than it seemed, but there has been very little to make me happy since I found my ultimate road sign last month. Nothing new or different there, but I know I don't expect too much simply as most people seem to have reached where I am aiming, although many who have families say they aren't happy with it. Maybe if they spent 18 years on their own they would appreciate it then, I certainly will. Meanwhile I leave the door open for God to answer and even interrupt or bark orders. And no, I don't mean from other people, that doesn't count, look at the Pope. No, direct messages please.
One message to my opponents out there I am only trying to help, and that means everyone who isn't a criminal. You see kids heading for the main road and push them away, they hate you for it but survive. Later they realise you actually helped them. Many people think and act like children and need the same guidance, and if I've got the means to give it I'd be watching them play on the motorway and doing nothing. End of sermon.

Part 2: Intuition.

Here's the next one already. I've probably said it before but not important. Follow and expand your intuition. Discover what it is, accept it's real and use it. Rely on it. Don't be concerned you have little or no evidence as sooner or later you'll find it after the event.

I can't recommend things to people I don't know are real, it's something I've had all my life, and once I saw it's not important that people have to trust or believe you but you are doing it for yourself and if others choose to believe it regardless that's a bonus- once they see it in themselves then they can see it in you.

The powers that be hate intuition and want to suppress it. They say if you can't measure it or demonstrate it you are a liar or unhinged and should be ignored or worse still punished. What they mean is once people claim back their own power then of course theirs will go. Nothing to do with the truth, everything to do with protecting their false positions.
If something or someone feels wrong it usually is. Criminals are different, they act like people who don't care about anyone else and it doesn't take long before a feeling becomes demonstrated by their actions. If someone feels wrong either avoid them or if you can't don't trust them. People like (allegedly...) Peter Mandelson and his pet Tony Blair. Once you see how they operate then anyone else who behaves like that is not to be trusted. Margaret Thatcher, Enoch Powell, Ian Paisley, they speak their minds, you may or may not agree with them but only my intuition tells me what they say is what you get. Then compare the two and it's even easier to spot a bad'un as they stand out like wearing a uniform once you get the hang of it.

Animals and children do this quite easily and naturally, dogs and cats come up to people they can trust and avoid others the first time they see them, as they can't question their intuition, it's normal to them. Some have more than others and some are scared of all people as their learning has told them it's safer not to risk being badly treated. But those who have it will choose their owners if they can. They have no option but to take their abilities for granted, we can reason them away but they are still there whatever we do to try and make them seem false.
Just look back to every time you've had a strong feeling about something, you may or may not have dismissed it but how many times were they wrong? If we are indeed all connected then feeling something connected to you directly isn't so odd after all is it?