I have my freedom now and making the best of it. I've had no actual ideas since and been busy working at my late grandparents', as I expect to most days this week, but my teeth are OK. One thing I have discovered is I can class myself as an intuitive now as seen enough proved correct to know it. The number of things I can simply know regardless of why or how, which then become exactly as I saw them has shown me I am not just intuitive as we all are, but in touch with it.
Here's another example of the world of films becoming the world of my own. I dreamed about a broken sign to the North Circular Road near me and thinking it's got a bit missing but a very good one. Then I saw the real one in a book, assuming that was the dream's purpose. Then I drove to the end of a road I use every week or so leading to the North Circular (I live half a mile from it) and as I had to wait longer than usual for the traffic suddenly caught sight of the exact sign including missing end as the dream, hidden partly behind a central barrier added since. As I had no recollection of ever having seen it (you can't see it passing by as hidden) it seems that something had shown me everything it could do.
It: 1) Knew where the sign was
2) Knew I needed to know
3) Was able to show me in a dream
4) Was able to arrange for me to find it
That covers every single aspect of life. Telepathy, omniscience and creation. It only leaves the question who is the infinite intelligence which was able to do this? It's either a higher part of me or an external intelligence. Either way it's awesome and means it can do this for everything else as well. It's not yet anything I have any say in, I'm just the observer, but knowing that the whole of life is apparently arranged by a single intelligence means it's all being moved around whatever we think we're doing. Think of the implications of that.
Showing posts with label psychic. Show all posts
Showing posts with label psychic. Show all posts
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Monday, May 21, 2007
Supernatural events
I was about to carry on talking bollocks as that's all there was, but having just at last been caught up in a psychic web at least that was the first message for a very long time the system is still there despite whatever crap it's been turning up lately. OK, it wasn't all crap, I have a few nice female friends but with the ones I like no physical contact, extend back to around 1983 and you get the picture.
The psychic stuff is another level of the highest type of phenomena I've found, coincidence. My friend has been hiding since his divorce, and I decided it was time I phoned him after not speaking directly for over a year. He said 'you got my message' when I called. No, what message? After well over a year he just left a message asking me to call him back. And what about? He'd just wanted someone they knew to call his mother after losing touch a few years ago and the same day she did. Then I did in response to a call about the same thing happening, only it was a coincidence.
This is how life fits together, there seems a time for things to happen somehow, and even my poor health slowed me down but didn't stop me and made me test my friend's understanding when I was slow or incapable. That's little better after a good week as the ear problem returns like Ken Livingstone (our local curse of a politician) and I'm not quite sure which is easier to get rid of. The final element was he'd had a psychic reading where the first name and second initial of my stepfather came in and he was described exactly as he was with every detail correct, some which he didn't know until I confirmed it. These things freak new experiencers out, especially unbelievers, and although I expect clairvoyance now coincidences have just begun to feel normal to me as they are a part of what I consider normal life now.
Whether there's a point, lesson or good in them I have yet to see. I have survived every assault of germs and neighbours (don't ask) or I wouldn't be here now, but so much needs sorting out in my life which is either beyond my means to arrange or I've already done what I can and have to wait.
The week ahead (so far) is clear, same as the last one was really, and so far the same sort of plans as there's nothing better and my health can limit the scope as well. So I work my way round London NW11, finding more and more details, rather than look to places unknown just because I've done everywhere else. Or known and not worth taking. I was pleased I made something from such pearls as Willesden and Acton, but there's really nowhere clever left. Swiss Cottage possibly, but Kentish Town, Southgate, Barnet and all places beyond are as photogenic in the main as Cherie Blair but less intriguing. I just read a few comments about her somewhere else and if nothing else that face sure generates interest. All the money in the world can't change that... But we all have a cross to bear, including those who don't, who tend to imagine it. I've already described mine, which put me at the 'has to try extremely hard' level of life for good, until you get married anyhow.
Last week was almost free of earache for a change, so it had to come back yesterday, although as I said I don't stop living with these problems, just seem to do it differently. But who wants pain and dizziness? But whatever lessons I may need to learn and changes make they need a little less to generate them. Why suffer to be a better person anyway? Well, I still see around 10 people a day visiting here, so thank you for your persistence, I suspect I know who left the comment yesterday and they clearly have issues that are being transferred to me by projection. No idea what their problem is, but it certainly isn't shared by me. That site has kept me going for much of the last 7 years and the only pratt or wally is the person who sent me the rude message there, and whether or not it's the same person the one who left the comment. Why these guys who know you choose to go anonymous when they know me is cowardly and pathetic, and at least it means some people have worse problems than me, mentally I mean. My mental is quite good now, just the physical.
The psychic stuff is another level of the highest type of phenomena I've found, coincidence. My friend has been hiding since his divorce, and I decided it was time I phoned him after not speaking directly for over a year. He said 'you got my message' when I called. No, what message? After well over a year he just left a message asking me to call him back. And what about? He'd just wanted someone they knew to call his mother after losing touch a few years ago and the same day she did. Then I did in response to a call about the same thing happening, only it was a coincidence.
This is how life fits together, there seems a time for things to happen somehow, and even my poor health slowed me down but didn't stop me and made me test my friend's understanding when I was slow or incapable. That's little better after a good week as the ear problem returns like Ken Livingstone (our local curse of a politician) and I'm not quite sure which is easier to get rid of. The final element was he'd had a psychic reading where the first name and second initial of my stepfather came in and he was described exactly as he was with every detail correct, some which he didn't know until I confirmed it. These things freak new experiencers out, especially unbelievers, and although I expect clairvoyance now coincidences have just begun to feel normal to me as they are a part of what I consider normal life now.
Whether there's a point, lesson or good in them I have yet to see. I have survived every assault of germs and neighbours (don't ask) or I wouldn't be here now, but so much needs sorting out in my life which is either beyond my means to arrange or I've already done what I can and have to wait.
The week ahead (so far) is clear, same as the last one was really, and so far the same sort of plans as there's nothing better and my health can limit the scope as well. So I work my way round London NW11, finding more and more details, rather than look to places unknown just because I've done everywhere else. Or known and not worth taking. I was pleased I made something from such pearls as Willesden and Acton, but there's really nowhere clever left. Swiss Cottage possibly, but Kentish Town, Southgate, Barnet and all places beyond are as photogenic in the main as Cherie Blair but less intriguing. I just read a few comments about her somewhere else and if nothing else that face sure generates interest. All the money in the world can't change that... But we all have a cross to bear, including those who don't, who tend to imagine it. I've already described mine, which put me at the 'has to try extremely hard' level of life for good, until you get married anyhow.
Last week was almost free of earache for a change, so it had to come back yesterday, although as I said I don't stop living with these problems, just seem to do it differently. But who wants pain and dizziness? But whatever lessons I may need to learn and changes make they need a little less to generate them. Why suffer to be a better person anyway? Well, I still see around 10 people a day visiting here, so thank you for your persistence, I suspect I know who left the comment yesterday and they clearly have issues that are being transferred to me by projection. No idea what their problem is, but it certainly isn't shared by me. That site has kept me going for much of the last 7 years and the only pratt or wally is the person who sent me the rude message there, and whether or not it's the same person the one who left the comment. Why these guys who know you choose to go anonymous when they know me is cowardly and pathetic, and at least it means some people have worse problems than me, mentally I mean. My mental is quite good now, just the physical.
Friday, April 20, 2007
Any progress?
What the hell I need to write here to get things going again is probably non existent. I could write the equivalent of a best selling novel and still get the same 9 hard core readers (please don't desert me as well) and wonder if people have stopped reading and writing blogs what has replaced it. Don't ask me. I still do my photo site but don't stop things I was doing before. Anyway. It's only just gone Friday but I may as well look back at the week so far, little else to do. Nice weather, went to Hampstead, Willesden and Dollis Hill (as a result of the previous Willesden visit being diverted to avoid traffic) and I went back today and saw if you look either side of Dollis Hill Avenue you can see north and south of London to both borders. I got a picture of each though ought to use a new memory card to get high definition.
I even started the housework today, emptied some rubbish, washed up and did some washing, which flooded the kitchen as the 30 year old outlet had split. I cut off a few inches and hopefully the remainder is now watertight again. I didn't make one phone call today but should tomorrow, some people have really been left behind and I should do something about it. The weekly trip to my mum has photos each time when it's light, and I have a couple of ideas though of course the new places and angles have virtually run out after so long.
Otherwise I seem to have used up every attempt to analyse and improve life directly or indirectly. This malarkey about attracting what you think about is either true or not and that's as simple as that. Just see if anyone bothers to try it after seeing the DVD. These groups of spiritual pursuits inspire but rarely seem to do more. I did get a massive 3rd eye dream after a Sai Baba service as well as some more clairvoyance, and I did go a few times before the constant repetition became too much to bother. If I had no alternative methods I would have carried on more but it's not the only one by any means.
My lack of major plans is more realistic than before as even when I did, besides keeping me busy didn't often produce any results. Things do seem to just happen when the time is ready or not at all. If there are entities in other dimensions able to see and hear us and influence our lives invisibly I wonder why, with all this power, they'd piss around like children with ant's nests and magnifying glasses. If they can help for christ's sake do something helpful. And more than cancelling the odd nasty arrangement at the last minute. Something of a profit. The fact a few people I know claim to be in contact with these guys yet are unable to transfer their channeling to other people leaves me a bit skeptical. Despite now having three people channel the same information, two through Sasha despite having no knowledge of the other, keeps me looking, but although they give me (meaningless) messages indirectly they seem to be unable or unwilling to contact me directly though they say I need a professional hypnotic regression to do it. My arse, I don't even know anyone else let alone anyone who does it free like I do. Something like that would open up what seems like being buried alive and would be my open door to something better. All these projects start well but never get any further. A few need money to build equipment and the rest just fizzle out.
The people who say I think too deeply miss the point. There's sod all else to do and if I can think that deeply it's a waste not to, many people couldn't if you trained them for years. It's like telling Picasso not to paint so well. I know I can't do lateral thinking well but then again doubt you can get anywhere any quicker when you can. It's like trying to play in two keys at the same time and I do clarity. I don't know if anyone can combine direct and indirect thought or you must stick to one or the other. When I get stuck I ask other people and believe me, when I'm stumped almost everyone else is even more. And the few who seem to know offer methods that appear to have no effect either. Well it's late again so I'd better go to bed before I get hooked again, tell your friends about blogspot as we need more active members although it's still apparently impossible to search for blogs now. Maybe they want it to die?
I even started the housework today, emptied some rubbish, washed up and did some washing, which flooded the kitchen as the 30 year old outlet had split. I cut off a few inches and hopefully the remainder is now watertight again. I didn't make one phone call today but should tomorrow, some people have really been left behind and I should do something about it. The weekly trip to my mum has photos each time when it's light, and I have a couple of ideas though of course the new places and angles have virtually run out after so long.
Otherwise I seem to have used up every attempt to analyse and improve life directly or indirectly. This malarkey about attracting what you think about is either true or not and that's as simple as that. Just see if anyone bothers to try it after seeing the DVD. These groups of spiritual pursuits inspire but rarely seem to do more. I did get a massive 3rd eye dream after a Sai Baba service as well as some more clairvoyance, and I did go a few times before the constant repetition became too much to bother. If I had no alternative methods I would have carried on more but it's not the only one by any means.
My lack of major plans is more realistic than before as even when I did, besides keeping me busy didn't often produce any results. Things do seem to just happen when the time is ready or not at all. If there are entities in other dimensions able to see and hear us and influence our lives invisibly I wonder why, with all this power, they'd piss around like children with ant's nests and magnifying glasses. If they can help for christ's sake do something helpful. And more than cancelling the odd nasty arrangement at the last minute. Something of a profit. The fact a few people I know claim to be in contact with these guys yet are unable to transfer their channeling to other people leaves me a bit skeptical. Despite now having three people channel the same information, two through Sasha despite having no knowledge of the other, keeps me looking, but although they give me (meaningless) messages indirectly they seem to be unable or unwilling to contact me directly though they say I need a professional hypnotic regression to do it. My arse, I don't even know anyone else let alone anyone who does it free like I do. Something like that would open up what seems like being buried alive and would be my open door to something better. All these projects start well but never get any further. A few need money to build equipment and the rest just fizzle out.
The people who say I think too deeply miss the point. There's sod all else to do and if I can think that deeply it's a waste not to, many people couldn't if you trained them for years. It's like telling Picasso not to paint so well. I know I can't do lateral thinking well but then again doubt you can get anywhere any quicker when you can. It's like trying to play in two keys at the same time and I do clarity. I don't know if anyone can combine direct and indirect thought or you must stick to one or the other. When I get stuck I ask other people and believe me, when I'm stumped almost everyone else is even more. And the few who seem to know offer methods that appear to have no effect either. Well it's late again so I'd better go to bed before I get hooked again, tell your friends about blogspot as we need more active members although it's still apparently impossible to search for blogs now. Maybe they want it to die?
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