What the satguru means and how to find it

How to find the satguru.

The satguru is your inner wisdom, the source of intuition and all knowledge. We are all in touch with it at times, but do not usually know it or trust it. The easiest way to find it directly is to read or listen to a number of spiritual teachers on the same subject. You will find the more you hear the more they disagree and teach different things about the path to enlightenment. Of course they can't all be right, and all are equally qualified, so rather than give up what do you do? Ask yourself which one feels and seems right. When you get the answer it was not by logic or evidence as all the knowledge was unknown to you. But you were still able to pick the best one.

Once found, keep using it for every situation you need it in. It will get better and more frequent information, and may tell you thinks you had no way of learning directly which turn out to be exactly correct. There is little point ever trying to convince others of what this has told you as it is the highest form of knowledge and only for your own benefit and to advise others without them needing to know how you found out about it.

If we could all learn to do this we'd never vote for the wrong people or trust ones who are dangerous, and gradually as a result they would lose their power. I have used it for most of my life. It doesn't require asking, it comes to me. Once you recognise the feeling, which is quite different from every others as a calm certainty, you know when it is working. I have picked up criminals, liars, scams, impending disasters etc more and more all my life, and at times is almost enough evidence physically around to at least demonstrate it to others as a possibility. But unlike the satguru they can never be certain unless they see it proved. But then it is always too late as they have trusted the wrong people and couldn't risk letting them go in case I was wrong. Therefore each person has to develop their own satguru as you can't expect to rely on someone else's.

Academic versus intuition

My global warming campaign has taught me one simple truth beyond the subject in question. I spent weeks on a site of scientists committed to persuade the world we are guilty of fucking up the climate (my paraphrasing) and punishing us with huge fines and restrictions, while I am not a scientist beyond O level and simply using the formulas of marrying cause and effect like a jury. I also know many people partly or not qualified at all who are geniuses at science by nature, can build a plane or engine in their heads and then make it and it works, and see others' plans and know if they will or not. Benjamin Franklin was one such person, and in the end innovation is created more by those who are born to innovate whether or not they go on to qualify as well. They can always work with experts, but the experts may be great at repeating courses on paper but very narrow in their awareness, missing whole points completely while sticking to their own small areas.

I will never care again about my subject qualifications now while taking on all comers. The only difference is I can't explain why they're wrong without help, but they bloody well are. That is a valuable lesson and one outside whether they win the fight on killing civilised society in the name of the climate or not.

Otherwise it's almost business as usual, I'm following more spiritual practices and will announce if and when results follow. They can't all be wrong and have also learnt how not to abuse any power if it comes. Psychic power is the same as authority, you musn't take advantage of it, and can rebound if you do unlike normal power. Knowing you're right regardless of the ability to prove it is also behind both intuition for understanding outside ideas and how to treat other people, and is really the best force behind all others. I pick up people who have either dodgy foundations or high ones, and am usually proved right sooner or later (wasn't I Roger, benefit of the doubt for over a year and you failed majorly), and have seen others screwed over who didn't believe me and trusted some of the lowest scum I've ever come across. It's only like a play, we have heroes and villains and possibly the villains just haven't learnt enough to know better yet, but are all part of humanity. If you are true to yourself and others it's not your problem if others aren't, and should never drop to their level if they aim it in your direction. Being human none of us can be perfect but only have one rule to make the best of ourselves.

I'm no longer interested in spiritual teaching either, that was the ego and am purely interested in advancing myself, and would only ever teach if I reached my own goal and people asked me to. Otherwise it's for me and that's quite enough. I'll teach everything else I know as people need driving lessons in life the same as on the road, the hazards are just as clear and predictable and have strategies to avoid them. That is my job and although founded on intuition going back to childhood (I have the library here to prove it) I am qualified there as well. I may not always get it right as no one can, but the chances are until I've seen the same thing work over and over again I won't pass the results on. And I don't recommend anything I can't do myself either so teach by example. Thank goodness I have enough money so I don't need to go out and about trying to make a career out of it, and quite happy to pass on whatever I can to whoever needs it. Anyway, I'm getting there and am now aware how academics operate and am no longer scared of or in awe of them when outside my own fields. One difference between law and science is you can't get law wrong as it's written by people and if uncertain we know it is and why, while science is the best they currently know, and as you can't stick a thermometer up the atmosphere's arse to take its temperature then the arrogance of the climate camp they think they know what's going on is no more than an ego the size of the universe.

2011 plans

The first story is one which is literally a casualty of global warming. Divide and rule is how the totalitarians work, Hitler being the best example. Make some people hate others for an invented reason and it actually works. This guy is a nuclear physicist I've known for 45 years, rediscovered on Facebook and have now been dropped as a friend as I refused to accept his superior knowledge on global warming as I have something else called common sense. That wins every single argument and no PhD or lifetime of published work can beat that. My sociology marks doubled when I realised the ego of the writers made them try and create the impression their theory explained everything. People still do the same in counselling while in fact the insiders will tell you the easiest way to cause harm as a therapist is to stick to one theory regardless. No discretion means no thought. If you simply direct people or make mistakes they will see and walk out most of the time or correct you, but use someone else's work without any discretion and you can't actually adapt to reality.
Now of course this person revealed a hitherto unknown mean streak, which he aimed at every single person who disagreed with him, as of course he knew better. So who lost, him or me?

Otherwise I am mystified about if I'll end up totally alone in the future as I'm not about to revive my dating antics at nearly 51 for a woman who prefers entertainment and gifts to a person. That's not something I was ever that keen on for long, it's the person I like being with and doesn't really bother me where else we go as if you ever manage to live with someone you spend more time in than out and if you don't like being with them then it's not worth getting that far if they get bored with you when you stop taking them dancing and dining etc. No bloody thanks. There must be women around who are fed up with all that as well and just want to settle down directly, maybe that'll be the theme of any advertising as it's one way to deliver the message. I've only met two women successfully from a good few solid years of advertising so not expecting that to deliver much whatever I write to try and improve my chances. Speed dating is a new innovation and if I discover one local rather than in London where not only can I get there but stand a chance of meeting someone nearby that's the other chance. Plus if they had singles bars here things would be a lot easier but the British would do what they did at the discos I went to as a teenager where all the men and women lined up on opposite sides of the room. The organised scene is very small and specialised, and tends to attract a hard core and once you've been a few times realise there are only a small group of people locally who basically go to everything and most are still older than me after 20 years of going to them after graduating from the synagogue discos.

So that's probably the most pressing project this new year, the media takes care of itself and tend to write an article in a few hours without a pause once I get an idea. If even half are published that'll keep building slowly and anything else comes to me from enquiries when someone is making a new programme. I have a couple of other things on the system I won't bother with unless they happen, but quite profitable if they do. I would like to do some sort of lecturing eventually, I do know that I can answer many people's questions and no doubt will discover what I can and can't answer once I begin. I think that needed decades of learning myself and seems to have ripened now so I'd feel capable of handling it. Most people's questions boil down to the same handful of problems which has always limited the amount of thought required as the same things tend to repeat themselves and the answers never change. Currently most people only trust people in their own professional field for answers, but part of my work is to teach people they can know literally anything. Being qualified isn't everything as I've caught many out myself or seen by others and if you know much about their job realise how many mistakes are made by those we are meant to trust. Most are because no one is infallible but expected to be, while a small group are deliberate to collect more money. Either way a good mind will beat anything else as many geniuses have been both self taught and experts in many other professions besides their own, true polymaths. Once you've tested yourself a few times you will soon discover what is reliable and can stick with, and no one can ever tell me that removing CO2 from the atmosphere will help the planet, except we can't really do it anyhow.

So there is a plan, and to complete the circle anyone who treats me or anyone else badly is doing it to themselves as it is their loss and their bad form. I would prefer to know someone who is rotten in the centre so I don't waste my own time on them any more, so if they show themselves up that's one less around. Again it's intuition, once you see the alarm bells no matter how many times someone appears to redeem themselves that has been revealed and is part of them which is never going to go unless they undergo an epiphany of sorts, which is the exception to the rule. One such fellow genuinely threatened to kill me after turning nasty a few years after I got to know him. That of course is the worst possible level but maliciousness is maliciousness and all mean that person is going to turn on you sooner or later. But one thing I do know, if they dump me someone else will be next, as it's in them not me.

Tell the truth or your nose will be cut off

I think we're not all that different, regardless of other things, the one time I was suddenly swamped with visitors here was when I had a troll for a few weeks and the visits made three figures on some days. I to love watching other people's arguments as in life most is so controlled that if you're watching a race or a discussion it's only really fun when it goes flying out of control. Short of suffering arseholes like that more frequently you'll have to make do with my own material the rest of the time, and as I combine real life with inspiration when both tend to come to a halt although my writing doesn't clearly its appeal does.

Of course half the benefit of the blog is my own. Many people have journals, so as you'd have written it anyway then I'm writing mine here. You don't care about the quality of your own as no one else reads it (as far as we know) so hard to remember sometimes when I'm going over material to try and learn something from it everyone else has to suffer at the same time. And not everyone gets my jokes. There is a funny side to most things, usually when we aren't responsible for the laundry, but that's the same as watching a fight or being in it. Schadenfreude seems to be almost universal, partly as life is usually dull and partly as it means it's not our turn today. One thing I have learnt this year is how easy it is to manipulate people by authority, and how hard it is to undo such effects. The reasons and excuses I've seen why commonsense is ignored while anyone with a few relevant letters after their name can basically say whatever they like, provide evidence like Dr Who's psychic paper (nothing written on it, it just makes you believe there is) and refuse to dispute a word of it.

I hope it wears off. We do wake up from all dreams and trances as that's their nature, so even if no one tried teaching the zombies facts one by one they'd wake up and think 'How did I manage to believe all this crap?' for crap it is. My life has been so wasted the last year or two learning all I can about how they invented global warming, and then being ignored when passing it along to the unconverted. Thank goodness the first paper reported James Hansen's unique temperature figures for the year so I no longer have to share it, and once it's known they make it up then one by one the followers have to both notice it and realise if their great rulers make it up then they aren't able to prove it really happens. The prosecution case is a fitup. You can't lie about anything forever as the truth is always there to show you're wrong. You can hide it, delay it and swerve around the challenges almost indefinitely, but when the first fact or two sneaks through a crack then it's quite hard to stop more following. Will 2011 be the year people quietly move on and leave the nonsense behind or will it go on and on and on?

Well that's the sermon for today. If our hopes have been falsely raised on the UFO leak ahead then so be it, although the leak itself seems hard to block at this stage only its quality remains to be known. But remember no one needs qualifications to assess others' material. If you find you can originate it yourself than you don't need tp be qualified either for that matter, as many inventors demonstrate. But don't let anyone tell you if you're not qualified you can't understand anything technical. Just because you can't pass their exams we are all able to grasp individual points. Commonsense and intuition are above outside learning and should be the test to which wrong academics are put. That's why we use a jury in every civilised country of the world, who have the power to kill without it being a crime. Having the power to see a liar is something we are all qualified to do if we use it.

How intuition works

I actually abandoned a post on my other blog today as it was so similar to the previous one it wasn't adding anything new. It's as much about making it interesting but not every day is. I can get away with more here though as it's my own site, and can find regardless of my life at the time something turns up when I open the box.

Nothing's really wrong at the moment which is something in itself, and it's only the articles which weren't published that died when planted, although they were no different to my others this time I was trying to get paid for them. It's clearly not the quality but the competition as there's a great demand for anything provided it's free. Women however are not related to talent or much else, and past successes make no different the next time you want one. I can almost see myself getting every other ambition besides enlightenment and still being on my own. And it has to be the right person as the wrong one is worse than nothing.
One thing I wouldn't say in other places is how I continue to see things more clearly than most. It's not boasting, rather someone who has good eyesight gradually realising most people haven't. It wasn't that I thought I was better than others, but what I saw was the same as everyone else. I've proved that wrong over time as eliminated people one by one who couldn't understand things I thought were obvious. Not difficult things I'd worked out because I was cleverer than them, but simple clear things they just can't see. Unfortunately that doesn't make me particularly intelligent but makes most people incredibly thick. No other explanation, is there?

Half though is intuition more than intelligence. I realise things long before any incriminating evidence comes out. I've tested it long enough to accept things I know through intuition are as good as any other, but means I can't prove it to anyone else. It's the same as any other personal experience, you own it but can't show it to others. People who claim to experience god can't share it with a soul as it's meaningless to others. It's not something you can pass on or demonstrate. I have similar situations with many areas, and although I started assuming everyone saw these things as I did soon found out I was in a minority. I reckon others who have intuition will at least accept the reality of my own, so will say as they trust intuition then they can trust the fruits of it. I can tell criminals, liars, scams, false claims, the best women in bed, decent people, what many animals are thinking and feeling, and many more things more or less as clearly as we receive direct information, but no one would believe me as I can't show them why. If I'm around long enough the evidence often follows, and if I could find someone who trusted me enough could be employed to sort people out before they knew enough about them.

I wouldn't be rude enough to mention any of the negative names I've noticed in the public eye (besides Al Gore who has been caught already), but can happily share some of the people I trust simply because they seem like I can. These include politicians on the opposite side but decent people nonetheless. People like Michael Portillo and William Hague on the conservatives (one who has just been given the first chance to prove himself), Johnny Ball and David Bellamy who campaign (as scientists) against the global warming scam, Vince Cable of the Liberals, Enoch Powell (despite the media smear campaigns against him), and many more few will be likely to know, now unless any of these are so bad they work hard at looking good and have caught me then I'd still give myself the benefit of the doubt. As people I've known personally seem to pass the test and never let me down I'd say it should work for strangers as well. If it works it should work for everybody.

But one thing about intuition is it can't be taught or learnt. It just seems to be there. I've known certain things all my life without any experience to find it out, and added more and more as I've gone along. Now if indeed we are everything, or at least connected to it all then it's part of us so bound to know it. Many people ignore their own as it gets them into trouble when they make a claim and then get caught as they can't prove it. The answer is not to ignore it but don't bother telling others, but just use the information yourself. If people can't accept the highest form of knowledge it doesn't mean you should give up using it, just not to waste it on them. You'll still know and use it, and if you spot a crook or a good person you can trust then you will benefit by acting on it, but try showing others how you can tell? I spotted two myself, one I found within minutes had a decent criminal record and the other ripped off his friend costing him his business. These people were partners in crime and not a decent bone in their body. Pure psychopathic nastiness. One did me a small favour once but balanced against all the nasty comments over the years was hardly enough to make him a different person. And the good people have never let me down either, it does seem there are extremes although most people are a mixture.

Well that's today's lesson, I hadn't a clue what to write when I started but clearly my intuition led me here in the first place, that's how it works.

Dreaming of more

Looking back on the week I've done quite a bit, but technically nothing but space here and beyond. Besides the freedom to look up nearly every road from home now the other areas really need more than the basic routine which has hardly changed since my friends left the country 8 years ago. I've even had not a date this week (ie female, taken out, no more) which is good for the sanity but not the body. I've started scanning in my grandpa's slides from the 60s and 70s to be printed out when complete, and does not look like the photos I took a few weeks ago are going to be used in any shape or form, which brings to question why I was asked to do it at all. Basically you can't dismiss how you feel though, and if a day is boring you get bored, cause and effect are no different than any other physics, and therefore would be pretty incredible if I didn't even though there may be nothing wrong, there's not a lot else either.

Of course had there been a formula to get out of it we'd all be using it, but as my personal key is other people then without any around I can amuse myself until i can't any more. You don't leave pets alone and we're no different. And you can't talk an animal out of loneliness either. Cats can go out but if they return to an empty house are in a fairly similar position. That's just the reality, no value judgement is needed.

So it's always good to look back and see I haven't wasted the week, or even a day, but always seems to leave me back where I started. False hope is worse than no hope, and whether I've been set up for it by a fool's errand or just wonder if the same phase can't last forever it's really only exactly what there is that exists, and any more is only imagination. Although I have just read that inner and outer may be the same, meaning whatever we think is no different to the outer reality.
Then my dreams, which offer the best and worst extremes beyond normal reality may overlap after all, although they give me music and names and places which do exist, and show me road signs very similar to ones I find soon after in places with names which can be worked out from some of the locations. Now again, if they can show me road signs days or more before I find them then the other ones where a situation has been sorted out could point to that as well.

I don't think my dreams give me false hope although besides the signs none of the good ones have apparently become reality. The least they do is show me what I'm missing and how I'd feel if it happened. I would hate it if there was no point in them, or my life either. I have now graduated to being able to have all five senses in dreams recently, not all at once but they have all appeared in full at times now. If that means anything I don't know either, but does add a dimension to them which takes it further from imagination (I can't use any senses in that) to something half way between. I also saw a little clip about the meaning of satguru which explained it perfectly, that even when you have no teacher ask yourself the question and the best answer comes from your own, the satguru. That's been my online name since I arrived, hardly anyone either cares or understands what it means, but it's guided me to many things all my life, so wonder if I could listen to it more and keep myself out of trouble when I follow my ego/subconscious instead.

I will practice, ask more questions and see if the answers mean more than the guesses that would be the alternative. You know when you've got the right answer, evidence or not. That is intuition, the highest level of knowledge. That tells me when people are lying or trying to keep knowledge for themselves etc, telling me all I need to know about most people in authority. I share it and get torn down for attempting to kill sacred cows. Now excuse me, in the universe there is nothing but the truth, so why hold on to lies because the truth means the people you admired are lying and stealing from you, you can't rely on them so may god forbid have to rely on your own resources. Now that's frightening so rather than accept governments are our oppressors and enemies shout down anyone who suggests it as why would anyone want to ruin the world for their own benefit. Bloody hell, my question is why wouldn't they?

The prophecies continue

I'm currently integrating the insights I'm reading in the Celestine Prophecy with real life, as besides experiencing the first 4 before reading them, the others all fit so far and wonder how a life as dull and a lot worse at times as the one I witness can have exactly the opposite potential once we know how to harness it deliberately. I'm trying new things from it now and will report back if they work. Of course I can only accept the first one, the coincidences, as it's happened more and more for a few years and to most people I know as well. I will hopefully escape the normal life till now as it's about bloody time.

It is currently almost a dance between heaven, hell and limbo (the usual condition), and odd to imagine either can exist with the presence of the opposite, as logic tells you life should be one or the other if spiritually guided, and only all at once if truly random as science believes. Discovering all is connected and truly able to work as a single system (with no clue how), which finally shifts from collective but meaningless synchronicities to pointing me to specific ends which would have been impossible had all the steps not been present. I haven't finished the book and suspect it gives the ways to move out of hell altogether, and have one possible already.

The actual events have all been work related, which many would say about bloody time. And I didn't really have much else to do so can save any of them till I do. Today was the first day I've started the practical side of the book (as I only just read it last night) but trust as the rest is correct this should be as well. Whether the internet will provide more than one woman for me or that was just a fluke remains to be seen. I have made one very good ally in a council sign department so have at least one repair to look forward to on an old one. And despite covering so much of the area more turn up, on likely places and ones I've passed and never seen. But I definitely feel I'm missing something and can't use the excuse whatever is worth having is on its way, as that is no different from all the negative nonsense on global warming. People die from the cold more than the heat and the fewer of us need to use heating as the temperature is higher than the energy will be saved. What's the problem there?

Another element from the book was confirmed after the event in my own life a few weeks ago where you discover exactly your role in life. I realised I was a teacher and then read this is about the 6th insight so I think I'm ahead of another one actually. Meanwhile it's given me a system to use which should answer many of the questions I need to know, and one by one will see if it works. It's totally verifiable as you list them, add answers and then see if they are right.

How intuition works

Firstly welcome to another Funtrivia style refugee who has taken her full talents where they will be appreciated. And I don't mean swearing either as I didn't when I started here but having to avoid certain subjects altogether. A time and a place for everything as Mary Poppins would say. When she's got it up the wrong 'un... Ha ha.

Anyway. After making a pun hardly anyone else will understand I will stop avoiding the fact that basically sod all has happened since my last visit. I've had some time clearing my grandma's house as expected with more to come (4 bedrooms and 3 floors). I've walked round one of Britain's most dangerous areas taking photos that often look like it would have 100 years ago and earlier, and didn't go into see Ray Davies performing outdoors as it was flooded although still on an hour late. Outdoors is good but not underwater, I wasn't dressed for that as dry when I left home earlier.
My plans are even less interesting than the previous week. My achievements of late were both useful and essential but besides being able to have almost a complete sign collection in 2009, 46 years after the last were made, I still have empty freedom and at least started meditating again which always follows lack of alternatives although should still take priority.

So to digress my friend who introduced me to enlightenment became cynical although I personally listen to as many teachers as I can and concluded it can happen, and he then said I should now teach even though I'm not enlightened. If I tested myself to see if I could make it happen maybe I would but I can't even recognise it in others so not much of a teacher there. And as I follow all I know to make it happen with probably no results how do I know the power of what I'm teaching besides parroting what the rest say? I was shown a guided meditation online which had shown a flash of reality by asking what and who I am before the thoughts etc come in. The answer of course is nothing besides awareness. The rest is learnt and added to our identity after we are taught our name is who we are rather than a way to be identified by others. We don't need it ourselves as we never lose ourselves. Male and female are similar, they are aspects of our body we only become aware of when pointed out (literally) and unless we do look down we wouldn't be certain from inside.

So direct experience is the only way we can work on ourselves. The teaching strips away concepts and doubts by explaining what's going on, to leave the channels freer to let the methods work. The energy transfers a few teachers do remove the blockage in one go but they are few and far between and a bit of a luxury for most students. But without that I'll have to use my own direct experience of what is before my mind can name it.

I think the other examples of guidance before the road signs were the negative ones which stopped me suffering but didn't add anything. This was when I had a lousy arrangement and was cancelled the day before or so so I didn't have to be there. But if things can be arranged and regularly now they are not limited to any area. So my other aims have to be followed as well as the signs are near used up and unlike fame or a woman don't change my life actively. I do however want the psychic powers and/or enlightenment, partly as having a few already and lost the best one seeing auras know how much better life is with more than before. Superpowers are in every kid's story and most grow out of it, except mine was told by Uri Geller who claimed to be real. That was all I needed and I've been following it ever since with at least partial results.
Unlike enlightenment they needed no effort, my teacher got us to open our chakras (just feel they are) and go right ahead. No telling us how except with the tree auras, just do it. My intuition about people now means I am one of the few who mistrusts Barack Obama, knows Gordon Brown is working for someone else, as is Al Gore but at a much higher level. He is close to the top and has more influence than probably any other person alive, followed by Rupert Murdoch who is from the same mould but independent.

The trouble with intuition is even though these guys show others after the event I can't prove it before. Obama took a few weeks before making CO2 a pollutant which shows he was put up to win to continue the agenda in the USA after Bush refused to. He was there to make wars not to rob the public and lie to them, whatever you thought of him. And really Iraq is their problem not ours, although it adds to all our taxes we are unaware of any changes here from what's happening there, as with Afghanistan which is a stinking hole of criminals and deserves all it gets from what I've read about the drug barons who still run the country whatever we're meant to be doing there. Other areas I pick up include many laws which are there to keep the best for the elite rather than stop anything bad happening. That's about power and keeping it at the top. Obviously immoral laws that we all know now like making money from tobacco and alcohol which do no favours for anyone who actually uses them, the well recorded levels of crime in illegal and dubious immigrants (just reported this weekend, 5 times worse per person than home grown, as if that was a surprise to anyone), the fact black, blind, deaf, spastic, crippled and all other named people that have been renamed by the fully able white wankers at Camden Council despite hardly any of the supposed victims wanting their well understood labels to be changed, and every other issue and person that's blindingly obviously wrong (or sometimes right) to me but I can't bloody well prove it yet. Global warming is an interesting exception as I felt very uncertain after it didn't correspond with my reality and used propaganda methods drawn up by the SS. The truth about it is all over magazines and the internet but all media people listen to are threatened to mention the party line on whatever penalties are threatened.

The Daily Mail managed to do the opposite (although unlike the Australian left out most of the relevant data as their readers probably would have turned the page) but are absolutely right and the BBC and other government arms have not decided to report the fact none of the scare stories they tell us are true. Bits are, ice shelfs are melting, well the parts where it's summer. The others are growing. That's what ice shelves do. But the satellite data (ie not the sea level measurements they tell you) shows they are roughly the same size they were decades ago. Just one example but every point they offer can be dealt with equally. I may attempt to find out why the BBC believe this news is not worthy of reporting as it's not even opinion, it's data. What will happen in 80 years however is opinion and drives their reporting even though it's impossible to be alive when it happens to find out. That's a clue why anything else they say isn't worth hearing either.

Intuition, with examples

Following the last entry I will freely admit I see the supernatural as an escape from the otherwise boring and unfulfilling world. But it does not and has never used predictions and a word of advice to people about the natural and supernatural, don't listen to what people say is going to happen ahead. It's not possible to do so and also takes your eye off the ball in the present. It's a form of mind control like hypnosis that makes you focus on the date or possible future whether you want to or not, the seed has been planted and our minds are designed to accept them despite being poisonous to them.
And I don't mean when people can see the end of a current path, like this credit crisis which mirrored history since money was introduced. That's just a bloody obvious equation by offering more than could be returned eventually it would stop flowing back with interest. That is not the same thing.

So whatever the present offers I can only live within its limits. Thank goodness the Independent on Sunday published some experts who disagree with global warming and can demonstrate why. We need these every week in all the media before our pockets have all been picked. Just the fact glaciers are no smaller overall should be enough of a sign we are being conned, as every time they shift some wise guy films the bit that's dropped off and not the part that's grown behind it. Selective reporting is straight from the Nazis and those they learnt from. The Russians learnt it from them and so did the Chinese who I saw dressing their police up as Buddhist monks to stage a riot for the world media.

I suppose I'm no different, but the stats tell me during the time I was being attacked here in the comments my visitors went up 10 times and dropped back after. Car crash TV/blog/radio etc. Unfortunately it means whatever I write is clearly not of that much interest to all but my regulars and as soon as the trouble is over all the others drop off. I can't do much about it and don't want the lunatic to return so can only write as I see things. Of course not many others do as I do so can't appeal to very many. Unfortunately the huge number of victims that fall for all the scams hate to imagine they have been lied to. I don't lie to people and get persecuted for trying to point this out to others. Big deal. Telling the truth is never easy but can never be stopped for any reason as it's all there is. Nothing else exists. Greenhouse gases, alien craft, all the things people want to hear and hate to be divested of, but it's all the same. If Tony Blair and Al Gore say so it still doesn't make it so. They are rich, powerful and famous not for telling the truth or helping the masses. Al Gore was called a liar by a British judge who listed at least 17 of them to prove it. And people still look at the world and think it's changing. But the changes involved in global warming, the harmonic shift or any other dreamed up BS could not be seen by individuals as they are on a world scale and hidden in systems so even the top scientists can't dig them all out, yet they expect us to see it.

Of course had an alien craft actually displayed itself for all to see none of us would be writing any more as we would have been superseded by a higher fact. Until then you've just got bloggers. It's good for my intuition though as it means each time I'm challenged I'm more able to draw on it and trust it, and let it grow. Some facts need sources like the growing glaciers, but others, like the lack of an alien craft arrival just need our own inner feeling to tell us they're bogus. Once you've found your intuition on something easy like that you can let it work on other things until you know what it feels like and are confident with it.

It works very well meeting new people especially. A feeling about that person is rarely wrong if strong enough, and negative vibes tend to be stronger although thank goodness my positive ones started working as well. When I saw Rachel enter Big Brother this year within 5 minutes I felt a rare connection with someone special, which remained to the end and was felt by enough others to vote her the winner. That is the most hopeful event this year. Not for her or the programme but it was a test of people's intuition they actually passed. The more you use it the more subtle things it'll discern and don't ever worry if you can't back up what you feel or know, as it's the highest level of knowledge, direct knowing.

Freedom of speech

There are times and places we all have to work in a role, and restrict what w say and how we say it, usually while working in some capacity. And even places like here we have to be careful just in case someone there sees it, which isn't entirely impossible. But maybe if I was totally straight in telling someone their faults were imaginary they may actually respond faster than the professional approach which drags it out for weeks.
What does bother me is how people get them in the first place. Imagined inadequacies, beliefs in the good of others clearly not good, overlooking the obvious faults in others, assigning impossible causes to situations, all from normally rational people. We're taught it's the emotions, inner child and subconscious that do this, but to be so powerful to create a blind spot in a normally sensible person is tragic. I'm not planning to test this theory on anyone to see but I'm sure there are therapists who do and it may well work.

So I can speak freely here but still within limits. Some you learn by experience. I like to share things and with few actual real people around this is a good alternative. And I can never imagine myself falling into the 'false conclusion' trap described by Albert Ellis. You see an effect, don't know the cause and invent one that becomes the truth for you and no one else. Until someone, usually a therapist, tracks it down and corrects it. If I don't know something I think of possibilities but can't assign blame as so many do. Or be labelled. If a parent runs a child down they can carry that with them for life. Mine ran me down probably more than average, as being an only child wasn't just the best (little chance) but the worst, as there was no other to compare me with. So I was the worst behaved, most selfish, most big headed and all that sort of thing. So I've heard it all my life and don't need it now from people who are only guessing. Spend some actual time with me and then decide, but not from here alone. But I've never accepted any of the crap, if it feels wrong it always is, no matter how well presented. But so many people accept authority automatically. Anyone who says you've got a big nose must be right if they are important, whether or not you actually have one. According to some anyway.
The official rule is not to accept rubbish that does not belong to you, and if you have then give it back. Buddha or Carl Rogers, take your pick. But people miss it and otherwise I'd have no work at all. Once you have this formula and learn how to present it it is a routine when so many very intelligent people still pick up ticks from outside and carry them until they feel a pain from them. Then someone is called in to get rid of them. Search me for the answers, it's human nature and a side exploited by our great leaders to lie through their teeth and get us to believe cold is hot (the current special offer).

Our intuition may be one of the two useful things I've discovered in life, the other being how apparently random events must be connected. But the second is outside me, the first is very much part of me. I've become firstly able to confirm its existence and secondly recognise its call, so the usual nonsense rarely catches me out simply as it feels wrong. The fact I then need to spend ages researching it to convince others is just the way it works, but others like me tell the world the same thing. Why do only a few people own and run the majority of the world? Because only they are not affected by this weakness, plus usually have the psychopathic streak to turn it against those that do. It's a single formula and impossible to be caught once you know it, but still see enough people fall for it it takes all our effort to turn the tide. The truth is not much use when hidden in a safe and guarded with the mafia. Intuition points us to it indirectly without even having a combination to open the safe, and when the truth does come out then confirms the intuition was always right despite no facts to prove it.
I read this recently after realising it myself. The highest truth is known already, the rest is discovered outside. How we know is not for us to know or care about, like all other powers, which was also in this passage. You don't need to know how a machine works to use it and neither for our higher powers. So when I don't always make sense it can be because it's very hard to present a known with few facts to confirm it to others. But the one thing you can use is your own heart. Regardless of evidence, does what people say feel right? If so, then you've found your own intuition. Once you have, forget about worrying about the evidence as whether or not that follows you'll find you are right. That's what it does.

Use your commonsense

I'm going to check my hits after I've done this, but know some people are still around. But my controversial comments must be becoming normal to people now as they haven't attracted any comments despite going out of my way to call a spade a spade. Not that I disbelieve what I say, I'm honest, but don't try and sugar the pill.

Our intuition tells us what's right and wrong, and politicians try and override it. Many people are brainwashed into believing you can't call blind people blind or spastics spastics although most of them don't mind as it tells people what they are. Or protecting ethnic minorities from offence they don't even care about. Lies and bullshit and even I assumed global warming was true in 1998 until there was no evidence of it and then the taxes followed. If you're in a market and you catch the salesman telling lies you walk away, so why the hell have so few people seen the fabrication of the global warming monster? The EU (read Nazi party revisited) have added a 20% global warming tax on already record energy bills, and no one seems to notice or care. I have but who listens to me?

One day I'll hopefully be writing this in a proper publication, Peter Hitchens and Melanie Phillips do now (besides their religion which is clearly deeply engrained) and they seem to make fuck all difference although they speak the truth. The only difference is I wouldn't be able to say fuck, but that's only because I picked it up here and do find rude words quite amusing in the right place. Till then I write it here and if one person reads something I've said and thinks 'Yes, he's got a point there' I'll have won. Besides the entertaining side of this if we can share what we know and demonstrate it to other people then we're helping the world. For instance the money spent currently on global warming research has been taken from worthy causes, people who need help now and not in the generations ahead they claim to be saving. Can you see the flaw in that? The sea ice is very high at the moment, global temperatures are steady since 1998 and the peak years Al Gore picked out were all years of solar maximum activity. That's a scientific fact, Mars had them as well and no one drives cars there. You'd think if you pull one thread the whole thing would come apart, but the investment in the lies has glued the crap together as long as possible so when the gaff is blown the researchers will be running to the bank with our money.

You see the world's authorities can't hold a knife to our throats and mug us individually, although they are managing it very well in Zimbabwe. They won't be able to get us to donate our money as if they were a charity, so they have to invent better and better ways to make us offer it to them. All those poor fucking polar bears and Eskimos baling out their igloos with buckets, my arse. The poor South Sea islanders being inundated with the sea level rise (the one that's been a steady almost bugger all for centuries) and the islands that are being inundated are actually sinking, just like the East of England. If I can learn (and provide linked sources) this why doesn't everyone else? Because I'm a stranger and Al Gore is a rich celebrity. And politicians are honest. What?

I have no career or benefit from telling the truth (except cheaper energy as we all do), they all do. So who's more likely to lie?

I should be in bed...

But before that I had to come in here.

It was a busy week, bits of work and 2 photo trips round London NW11, the lost centre of my universe. Wherever I lived I seem to return to the previous ones. Now I returned to the first one which is fine in itself but definitely not NW11, where I've never lived but was on the border and had my friend there for 30 years. I worked there, went to school there and even had a dentist there. It was the centre of my life literally from birth as I've lived all round it and visited it from a very early age with memories of all the changes. I took a photo of one this week as a shop removed its sign and under it was a perfect VG Foodstore one from the 70s. I took a photo of it and will probably only be seen until they have the new one made.

I have no plans left except my laptop has now been repaired and I won't miss the internet at weekends now. At least I appear to have something to look forward to again, as my TV appearance is in about a month at last. I thought it was a lost cause and although depressed over it had to manage in the belief my last hope had gone in the future, and (until it's shown) now it seems to be redeemed.

One thing I read and was also more or less told in a recent message intuition is higher than teaching. I know so many things without being able to prove it to anyone else, and now realise that it doesn't need to be, this information is for my own use, and if other people choose to accept it it's up to them. I will now carry on not worrying that I won't be able to explain to others how I knew Heather Mills was an awful bitch (which was confirmed in many newspaper articles) or how I can spot a crook in seconds. It's like when I come across a situation I know something specific about it already, like any 'dumb animal's' instinct. We haven't got nearly as much, so who's really dumb? Now I'll trust it as the book said until we know something ourselves just being able to learn it from others is very basic.

My screen name, satguru, refers to this, that we know everything already, and just need to discover it. We can all tune in to our intuition and not worry about the fact we haven't got any legal type evidence for it, we're rarely wrong. That is our higher nature at work.