Test- why provide yellow if you can't read it?
Just checking the colours there, why include them if invisible?
Having read most of the Conversation with God books there are only two conclusions, either the author is a genius or he really is talking to God. And if so then we should all be able to do so, it also says many people who receive inspiration unawarely do, and that I certainly do get. One good test is where you can think of something you wouldn't have been able to normally. We can only work out so much and if someone else does it for us we know it wasn't us. So if the same answers come to us when we ask (the main format of the books) then it's apparently a higher intelligence.
So when I open a blog page (although Mr Walsch didn't even need to ask) and request a little original input from a higher intelligence, what happens? Well firstly it seems to be our own thoughts, so the originality test is my way of noticing it's unlikely to be mine, not that much comes out like that for me except in dreams so far. I do believe I am building up a force of energy with all my apparently pointless activities, especially as some of them are leading to potential work in the media again. The Celestine Prophecy routine seems the best route to this level, seeing everything as not just connected but for our own benefit. Every person we speak to, I am being trained to communicate this way and smoothe my own edges as are the people being sent to test mine. I never talk down to people face to face but is a trap we easily fall into in writing and expect many of the rudest people around here aren't the same in person either.
I do see an expanse of vacuum ahead (until the media possibilities anyway), I cleared the business (literal/figurative) out of the way but besides days of constant rain haven't had many ideas either way. So I open this page to God to speak back and answer some of these questions- am I actually heading for success, are my apparent dead ends getting somewhere, and can I get a little bit more credit if they are?
Answers tell me I am clearly following partly my own heart and partly what has been put in my heart to care about. I am being forced to attain immunity from each area that got me, and although it can be tough seem undamaged so far. My own suspicions about my mission are correct, even when it seems nothing is happening it's only until the next event.
My next is about delay- I'll admit the last couple of days my little project has been very busy, and the potential is great, so may have been more productive than it seemed, but there has been very little to make me happy since I found my ultimate road sign last month. Nothing new or different there, but I know I don't expect too much simply as most people seem to have reached where I am aiming, although many who have families say they aren't happy with it. Maybe if they spent 18 years on their own they would appreciate it then, I certainly will. Meanwhile I leave the door open for God to answer and even interrupt or bark orders. And no, I don't mean from other people, that doesn't count, look at the Pope. No, direct messages please.
One message to my opponents out there I am only trying to help, and that means everyone who isn't a criminal. You see kids heading for the main road and push them away, they hate you for it but survive. Later they realise you actually helped them. Many people think and act like children and need the same guidance, and if I've got the means to give it I'd be watching them play on the motorway and doing nothing. End of sermon.